why i like her?

why i like Zhang Yun Jing?

before this i got think that i wanna be a tom boy you know...haha...becuase in house only mum is lady...all are men..and i always play with my 3 brothers together around when i was young...besides...i got sit like a boy and sway my leg...haha..one day catch by my mum and she scold me...that time i cry...i don't knw why so easy to cry when people said to me with high voice like scolding...if ppl yell i still ok...i afraid ppl scold...because i'll think is it i done something wrong?...from young til now..i still listen to my mum advise...i want buy something she just said don't i will not buy it...good child is it?...haha...til now i had not confidence to decided any thing...i always ask mum opinion...so i depend on her...my friend always said me why always listen to mum...if she ask me to died how?..i said won't...she is my mum...don't said that thing...then they will get away from me...and i start alone...any thing happen in my life i'll 1st tell my mum...2nd is my 3rd brother...but he always said me 8 kua(ba kua)...haiz...very one said that if i join too much with brother i'll be boy...but i can't...i don't knw why...i start shy with boy when i reach 10 years old...is it i mature that time d??...i don't knw...so i didn't think i will be like boy...i don't like wear skirt when i was in former sch because that time my classmate boy said bad about girl wearing skirt...besides, my mum always said wear t-shirt and shorts at home..so that is my life wearing d...but suddenly she ask me wear blouse/skirt went to dinner or any festival...i said won't...i don't like it...she bought a lot of mini skirt and singlet...but i just keep in cupbroad many years ago without wear it...one day i wanna give to other ppl because i don't wear at all...she said me i'm wasting...so how...if not, i just keep it and keep lol...but now...i got wear skirt la...1 times for a year...hahaha...because i finally listen my mum advice...i glad with ah jing because she can be like boy...a handsome girl...haha...she can wear as she like it...she is open minded when ppl talk about her wearing around..she didn't get angry at all...