Thursday, February 21, 2013
Dell
Today i went to Dell, the 1st person i met at cafe is my ex-boss with John. They both seen too surprise when saw me. Haha.. Boss seen quite geng with his new colour hair. While John seen ok with his job which can have tea time with boss. :)... We chat a while, after that, i follow boss and john up to office. I have breath with fresh air in office which i look back my working place. I'm so happy to meet my friends. I go to me Bee Fung and Asa (Lisa), we talk a while, i get and advise from Lisa as i afraid i get yellow skin due to my liver function not well. After that, i go meet Sam (Samantha), she said my face become round and more beautiful. Haha...after that, i go pain nian with boss, he give me ang pow. :)....Po po (Bee Poh) rushing to go back, i chat with Bee Yean, Sook Yee, Iris, (Pet) Phaik Chen, John and Manoon. I miss to met A ma (Peng Yong) after she had back home. After that, i when to meet sales team, Ross Chan. I bought a laptop bag for my brother. He is very nice person to sell me more cheaper. I'm always buy any dell product from him. ^^.... after that, i had dinner with Sook Yee. She told me a lot of Dell news. I'm quite surprise, happy and sad. A lot of changer when i'm not around. Hope everything will be fine. God bless.
Wednesday, February 20, 2013
Yellow skin
i'm quite shock when the beautician told me that i have little yellow skin. i follow Jane to 1 of the beautician shop nearby QB, after look on Jane, she to me that my face have little yellow skin, means that my liver (Kua) function not that well. Jane told me if i not care, i will get yellow skin. :(...Beautician told me to eat more protein like soya nut and...., i remember last time i do blitz with Irene, we have go Meiko shop. The person told me that my liver function not good, by looking my blood on my finger. There are 2 person told me the same thing. I start to worry about it. Need to start sleep early before 12pm, drink more water and eat more protein. ....:(
Tuesday, February 19, 2013
Job
Seriously, when Derek told me that Intel have open position of Finance around 22 people, i'm getting nervous. I got thinking to go back office to work like at Dell before. However, after i calculate my commitment, i just realize my commitment have been increase after i out from Dell. I need to paid the premium of my mum and my medical, plus my saving at HLA and Allianz. I need to give parent monthly $$, plus home streamyx and phone bill is paid by me. I can't go back to office to work as the income is not enough for me. I have decided to continue my road. Although i not interested, but few of my friends are looking for the job, I have intro to them. Hope they may get the job soon. God bless. Thanks Derek.
Saturday, February 16, 2013
touching
i wanna cry when i saw he write a touching msg.....
u not wrong
me wrong
if i love u deep enough
i should cover ur weakness
sorry
i not sure how deep he love, but i do love....
is our attitude different?...i sometime like to be snail with plant, sometime no, but he like to freedom....
u not wrong
me wrong
if i love u deep enough
i should cover ur weakness
sorry
i not sure how deep he love, but i do love....
is our attitude different?...i sometime like to be snail with plant, sometime no, but he like to freedom....
Thursday, February 14, 2013
Happy Valentine's day
i wish to all have a nice day with your loved and happy valentine day.
My heart is hard and sad again when i saw a msg from a friend wish me have a sweet sweet night with your loved one, and remember to appreciate what u had and what u gonna have soon. i admit that i do not know to appreciate ppl when they are around with me. I have break and be friend with him yesterday. I know it's not a good time to said it out. However, he know i'm hard to said it out and know what i'm thinking. i do hurt him by asking him 3Q that i wanna to know. I do hope we can be more better, however, after heard his answer, i was sad. I think we be friend more better to let each of us to rest. After we be friend, i be my best to smile like normal friend and we watch movie together. "Once upon the time". last moment said good bye. Although i told him i do not cry after break, but i do cry it on the time he "busy". he said correct, of course we will sad to lost this relationship.
I not sure why i still so silly to whatapps him although we had break on today as i know today is Valentine day. I can't control the feeling with him. Janez ask me correct, do i still love him?. ....
All have pass, i must control my feeling and be happy to be single again. Let be freedom and avoid complicated love.
My heart is hard and sad again when i saw a msg from a friend wish me have a sweet sweet night with your loved one, and remember to appreciate what u had and what u gonna have soon. i admit that i do not know to appreciate ppl when they are around with me. I have break and be friend with him yesterday. I know it's not a good time to said it out. However, he know i'm hard to said it out and know what i'm thinking. i do hurt him by asking him 3Q that i wanna to know. I do hope we can be more better, however, after heard his answer, i was sad. I think we be friend more better to let each of us to rest. After we be friend, i be my best to smile like normal friend and we watch movie together. "Once upon the time". last moment said good bye. Although i told him i do not cry after break, but i do cry it on the time he "busy". he said correct, of course we will sad to lost this relationship.
I not sure why i still so silly to whatapps him although we had break on today as i know today is Valentine day. I can't control the feeling with him. Janez ask me correct, do i still love him?. ....
All have pass, i must control my feeling and be happy to be single again. Let be freedom and avoid complicated love.
Saturday, February 9, 2013
END OF 2012
Today will be last day of 2012:
Family - This year is most happiness to our family. My 2nd brother have back and join us on CNY 2013. ..\^^/...all family finally gather together.
Friends - I have great buddy of Jane and Irene. Sometime i feel buddy is most important than family and bf. We uses heart to talk and sharing. We understand each other and having joy, sad, emotion, work and play together. Sometime we can't even share to our family but buddy can. Last time Lay Siew is my buddy but some how we both busy to our job until we not even meet a month due to something. However, when i need help, buddy always beside me and have help me a lot. We will success one day. Thanks Jane and Irene for give me a success road and be better person. I am very appreciate it.
Love - I not sure is it we too rush for having this relationship as i keep feel i'm the one ready for this relationship but you not. Somehow my feeling have been hurt by your words but i can't telling out. Sometime, i need your help, but you not always with me. Sometime, i feel so sorry to you cause i donno how to cool down your emotion. The last, i still not confident of myself, til one day, i will confident of myself.
Work - There are many part of road we can choose to go and the tool can can success in future. However. i still can't find myself where to go. Each road have stone in front of the road which you need to be more challenge to past through. I use to be in company job after graduated for 2 years. i feel i have been wasting time as i saw rounding of my friends have a car and house since SPM last 5 years. I feel so late of myself for starting to having this war. i know that will the way to success but not everyone is suitable. i tell myself to use 6 months of time out from company to choose my road. However, i become more confuse of the road i'm choosing. Many of my friends out there ready for helping me but i still can't decided which i should choose for my suitable. Last week my friend meet me up for sharing another opportunity. I agree of he said we will success one day, up to which tool we use it. (@@). My head is headache.
God - I'm Buddha. Most of my friends have been turn to Christian, even my 2nd brother back from Australia. He being good attitude than the past few years. I do believe all god. My colleagues ask my again yesterday when will i be Christian. I can't answer it. I keep think of my family as my parent disagree of it. Why i can't decided for myself.
GOD, pls give me a road how to decided.
Family - This year is most happiness to our family. My 2nd brother have back and join us on CNY 2013. ..\^^/...all family finally gather together.
Friends - I have great buddy of Jane and Irene. Sometime i feel buddy is most important than family and bf. We uses heart to talk and sharing. We understand each other and having joy, sad, emotion, work and play together. Sometime we can't even share to our family but buddy can. Last time Lay Siew is my buddy but some how we both busy to our job until we not even meet a month due to something. However, when i need help, buddy always beside me and have help me a lot. We will success one day. Thanks Jane and Irene for give me a success road and be better person. I am very appreciate it.
Love - I not sure is it we too rush for having this relationship as i keep feel i'm the one ready for this relationship but you not. Somehow my feeling have been hurt by your words but i can't telling out. Sometime, i need your help, but you not always with me. Sometime, i feel so sorry to you cause i donno how to cool down your emotion. The last, i still not confident of myself, til one day, i will confident of myself.
Work - There are many part of road we can choose to go and the tool can can success in future. However. i still can't find myself where to go. Each road have stone in front of the road which you need to be more challenge to past through. I use to be in company job after graduated for 2 years. i feel i have been wasting time as i saw rounding of my friends have a car and house since SPM last 5 years. I feel so late of myself for starting to having this war. i know that will the way to success but not everyone is suitable. i tell myself to use 6 months of time out from company to choose my road. However, i become more confuse of the road i'm choosing. Many of my friends out there ready for helping me but i still can't decided which i should choose for my suitable. Last week my friend meet me up for sharing another opportunity. I agree of he said we will success one day, up to which tool we use it. (@@). My head is headache.
God - I'm Buddha. Most of my friends have been turn to Christian, even my 2nd brother back from Australia. He being good attitude than the past few years. I do believe all god. My colleagues ask my again yesterday when will i be Christian. I can't answer it. I keep think of my family as my parent disagree of it. Why i can't decided for myself.
GOD, pls give me a road how to decided.
