END OF 2012

Today will be last day of 2012:

Family - This year is most happiness to our family. My 2nd brother have back and join us on CNY 2013. ..\^^/...all family finally gather together.

Friends - I have great buddy of Jane and Irene. Sometime i feel buddy is most important than family and bf. We uses heart to talk and sharing. We understand each other and having joy, sad, emotion, work and play together. Sometime we can't even share to our family but buddy can. Last time Lay Siew is my buddy but some how we both busy to our job until we not even meet a month due to something. However, when i need help, buddy always beside me and have help me a lot. We will success one day. Thanks Jane and Irene for give me a success road and be better person. I am very appreciate it.

Love - I not sure is it we too rush for having this relationship as i keep feel i'm the one ready for this relationship but you not. Somehow my feeling have been hurt by your words but i can't telling out. Sometime, i need your help, but you not always with me. Sometime, i feel so sorry to you cause i donno how to cool down your emotion. The last, i still not confident of myself, til one day, i will confident of myself.

Work - There are many part of road we can choose to go and the tool can can success in future. However. i still can't find myself where to go. Each road have stone in front of the road which you need to be more challenge to past through. I use to be in company job after graduated for 2 years. i feel i have been wasting time as i saw rounding of my friends have a car and house since SPM last 5 years. I feel so late of myself for starting to having this war. i know that will the way to success but not everyone is suitable. i tell myself to use 6 months of time out from company to choose my road. However, i become more confuse of the road i'm choosing. Many of my friends out there ready for helping me but i still can't decided which i should choose for my suitable. Last week my friend meet me up for sharing another opportunity. I agree of he said we will success one day, up to which tool we use it. (@@). My head is headache.

God - I'm Buddha. Most of my friends have been turn to Christian, even my 2nd brother back from Australia. He being good attitude than the past few years. I do believe all god. My colleagues ask my again yesterday when will i be Christian. I can't answer it. I keep think of my family as my parent disagree of it. Why i can't decided for myself.

GOD, pls give me a road how to decided.